December 1, 2011

Which is worse?????

Filed under: Now Surviving — by alifefullofspice @ 7:49 pm

Sorry I’ve been absent for a while I always feel like I’m on an emotional rollercoaster that never ends.

Despite the fact the I haven’t seen my children in so many years I have recently been able to get some information about how they are doing. I always used to hate the fact that I didn’t know how the were doing, if they were happy? Now I have got some information about 2 of them at least I am overwhelmed by new emotions. They seem to be doing ok but their hatred for me is extensive. Their Dad has always made out the what he is doing is in their best interests but how on earth can encouragingĀ  such hatred in children be in their best interests???? I apologise if this makes no sense today but in all honesty my head is a mess!!!



  1. I feel your frustration and confusion. You make sense, and there is need to apologize. The alienators mess with our heads and try to exercise some form of control over us (the other parent) as well. It’s how they maintain their “story” and manipulate our children. I love your honesty about experiencing your new emotions.

    Comment by matt335 — December 1, 2011 @ 8:42 pm |Reply

  2. Thank you I really appreciate your kind words. Some days it just seems almost impossible to try and make sense of how I feel or the thoughts in my head.

    Comment by startingmyjourney — December 1, 2011 @ 8:59 pm |Reply

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